Monday, September 9, 2013

My Joan Didion Problem: On Empathy




I've always had a problem with Joan Didion. Once on a long drive I listened to the audiobook of  My Year of Magical Thinking. I ended up pulling over to a rest stop and crying. A cop came and asked me if I was ok. It was a big book at the time, everyone found it moving, and I guess the fact that I was in that rest stop means I found it as moving as everyone else. But I remember that, while moved, I was mad at her. There was something about the way she described and remembered her life with husband that grated. She introduced us to their inside references, then picked them up later, as if we would then feel part of the charmed life she was recalling.  I've always had a weakness for the memoirs of old movie stars rock starts and other creative people with charmed if tragic lives. I think it is likely these books are not good for me. Oh, they make us think, if only I had arrived in the East Village in 1968, I would have met Robert Mapplethorpe. Um, no.  But there was something else going on here, something I put my finger on after reading Nick Paumgarten's profile of James Salter, when he quotes Salter as saying the writer should make the reader envious of the life the writer appears to be leading. I don't think Didion was necessarily courting our envy, but there was something there, and throughout her writing, that suggests she does not wish us well. 

As anyone who's ever taught composition knows, the "personal essay," as Didion's are generally considered to be, has an authority problem and an evidence problem. It's always at least three parts ethos and pathos to one part logos. So much of Didion's appeal seems to be wrapped up in a particular ethos, one rooted in the absence of pathos. A cool customer, as she describes herself in Magical Thinking. Presumably she would not start crying while listening to the audio version of her own book. From this ethos comes a recurring argument of sorts: life is tragic, the soft-hearted are fools, the utopians most of all. The essays in Slouching Towards Bethlehem and The White Album, many about some aspect of "the sixties," circle these themes again and again. As someone who has read a lot about that period and its social movements and will confess to having the nostalgia for it that can only come from not having lived through it, I always thought their arguments were "wrong," but I took them to be a natural outgrowth of her skepticism, a useful corrective to romanticizations of the period, the ever-elusive "smart conservative" view liberals are always looking for.  




But then, recently, I reread her essay “On the Women’s Movement.” It was published in the Times in 1972 and was in included in The White Album. You don't find it in the composition anthologies the way you find "In Bed," and "On Self Respect" and "On Keeping a Notebook," probably because it's  too particular to the moment, too polemical, too untidy to fit snuggly in the section of an anthology dedicated to "identity" or "gender." And what saturates the essay is not a cool, critical distance, or skepticism, or even irony.  It's contempt. It's only through this contempt she is able to make sense of the fact that the movement's radical ideas - which she also dismisses - have found a popular audience. To Didion, this is possible only insofar as these women have mistaken the movement for a program of midlife empowement: 

It wrenches the heart to read about these women in their brave new lives. An ex-wife and mother of three speaks of her plan "to play out my college girl's dream. I am going to New York to become this famous writer. Or this working writer. Failing that, I will get a job in publishing." She mentions a friend, another young woman who "had never had any other life than as a daughter or wife or mother" but who is "just discovering herself to be a gifted potter." The childlike resourcefulness-to get a job in publishing, to be a gifted potter-bewilders the imagination. The astral discontent with actual lives, actual men, the denial of the real ambiguities and the real generative or malignant possibilities of adult sexual life, somehow touches beyond words.
I suppose this is what people mean when they said that Didion’s writing is “tough” or “tragic,” but it seems to me nothing but a high-minded way of telling the proles to stay in their place. That women must grapple with “the real ambiguities and the real generative or malignant possibilities of adult sexual life” would seem to mean that they must stay in their marriages, that they must have children, that they must recognize that being a writer is something granted only to a few – presumably, including Didion. 
If you were supposed to live in New York, you already did, if you were supposed to be a writer, you already were. 


Because wealthy and middle-class women were traditionally raised to dabble in the arts, to use their art history degrees as hostesses and museum volunteers, and because, when turning away from these roles, the idea of "creative expression" was often the language they had to imagine a different life, women like Didion -  "real artists" - often felt the need to distinguish themselves from such amateurs and dilettantes.  Unlike many of today's anti-feminist populists, Didion doesn't care or pretend to care about the women feminists are leading astray with their contempt of the family and so forth. When she says "somehow touches beyond words," there is no empathy there - she finds these "childlike" women touching because they are pathetic to her. That she is so certain these women are aspiring to something where they have no place suggests that the notion of women as an oppressed class - though not without its problems and complications - is not as ridiculous as she assumed. 

Leftists often make the point that in an anti-political culture, psychology takes the part of politics: we think activists must be motivated by their relationship with their parents or sexuality or what have you. Self-help takes the place of solidarity, therapy takes the place of action. In a certain way, Didion herself is making a version of this point when she talks about the popularity of the feminist movement among largely non-political women looking for personal transformation. But in fact her essay ends up proving that the reverse is also true: that in an anti-political culture, contempt takes the place of critique. Proclaiming that it's never too late to be your best self, move to New York, and throw pots may not be the revolution, but between that and contempt, I'll take pottery every time. 

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  2. I think you're missing what Joan Didion's saying.

    "Marxism in this country had even been an eccentric and quixotic passion. One oppressed class after another had seemed finally to miss the point. The have-nots, it turned out, aspired mainly to having. The minorities seemed to promise more, but finally disappointed: it developed that they actually cared about the issues, that they tended to see the integration of the luncheonette and the seat in the front of the bus as real goals, and only rarely as ploys, counters in a larger game. They resisted that essential inductive leap from the immediate reform to the social ideal, and, just as disappointingly, they failed to perceive their common cause with other minorities, continued to exhibit a self-interest disconcerting in the extreme to organizers steeped in the rhetoric of "brotherhood."

    Didion was promoting a true social and humanistic revolution... something far beyond feminism. She was talking about the tendency for revolutions to become reactionary, to be steeped in victimization and a "grass is greener" mentality, destroying any truly revolutionary thought. She was pushing for feminism to go beyond its borders to become humanism. I don't get the feeling that she denied that women were oppressed or felt that they shouldn't be writers or potters, but that, in her view, they were only fighting one form of oppression in exchange for another... and meanwhile, completely misunderstanding and misrepresenting how their current position came about. She saw what was happening with the feminist movement... that it was mostly becoming a very useful tool to increase profit and expand the divide among the working classes, while offering a "revolution" for people to get behind in lieu of any true revolution.

    I think one of the problems you're having with this writing is that you're taking it too literally. The whole moving to New York to become a famous writer scenario isn't saying that women shouldn't be writers (or shouldn't move to New York). She's talking about the idea of the American Dream, and pointing out how unrealistic (childish) it really is. The whole "essay" (I have to use quotes, because this is as much creative writing as standard essay), is largely about accepting reality and moving from there to create freedom rather than accepting the false concept of freedom that was (and still is) being sold.

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  3. Hi Eric - Thanks for your comment. But to me the passage your quote in your first paragraph confirms what I'm saying: while, as you say, she will acknowledge that injustice exists, the idea of radical change is something only an "eccentric" in the U.S. can take seriously. The idea that African-Americans were content with doing away with segregated lunch counters and that only an odd band of Marxists thought the injustice went deeper is just a powerful misreading of history. And you're right that she is all about accepting "limits" - what bothers me is her certainty about what those limits are. I'm all for creative essays - I'm always insisting that essays are a creative form, no matter what they learned in school, but that doesn't mean one shouldn't submit their ideas to scrutiny.

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  4. Eric - I fail to see how a middle aged woman accepting she's been in a situation in which she's felt trapped for a huge chunk of her life, then moving to improve her situation in a way which will make her happy, is anything other than "Accepting reality and moving from there to create freedom"

    I also think you might be missing that she isn't talking about how childish the american dream is, she's talking about how foolish it is a woman try to achieve it if (didion) perceives she's already failed.

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  5. I searched for articles on Didion's view of feminism after reading The White Album just this week. I have enjoyed her other writing, but "On the Women's Movement" struck me as privileged rich woman dissing of other women - yes, contempt. Her contempt didn't even sound coherent at times. I agree with your assessment. I'll be selling The White Album back to the bookstore for credit.

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  6. I searched for articles on Didion's view of feminism after reading The White Album just this week. I have enjoyed her other writing, but "On the Women's Movement" struck me as privileged rich woman dissing of other women - yes, contempt. Her contempt didn't even sound coherent at times. I agree with your assessment. I'll be selling The White Album back to the bookstore for credit.

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  7. Hi, thanks for your post. I've read this essay twice. My first reaction when I read it was quite similar to yours. But I realized upon my second reading, she isn't dismissing women's dreams to go to New York, what she's scathingly critiquing is their privilege to do just that - and how their 'feminism' does not actually transform the patriarchy or the way power operates in American society, but how it reproduces structural inequality that is already in place - the movement becomes "no longer a cause, but the symptom."

    Women are toted as individuals pursuing their dreams within a capitalist structure, not joining other women of all races and classes to fight against both the domestic and professional (if you will) exploitation of women. It's similar to how the #MeToo movement has failed to bridge the class divide - for example, Chicanx and Mexican women workers wrote an open letter to Hollywood standing in solidarity with their protest, relating how the sexual harassment they face from their bosses is similar to what famous actresses and celebrities have had to face. The response? Zilch.

    Of course, perhaps dismissing the women's movement and reducing radical politics in America only to African Americans and "an odd band of Marxists" (I'll have to correct you there - Marxism was pervasive and quite popular in the 60s, just as socialism has experienced an upsurge in the last few years) does not reflect history, but the women's movement in this country has been violently split along class and race lines. The middle class domination of Second Wave feminism is REVEALED in the comfort of NOT HAVING A JOB and housework - Puerto Rican and black women working in factories deal with both domestic work and poor wages. That's what Didion's criticizing, and I suggest you read this analysis too - https://sites.evergreen.edu/eyeofthestory/close-reading-joan-didions-the-womens-movement/ -

    "Above all, Didion isn’t feeling sixties feminism because it is dismissive and unrealistic, escapist. They seek “fulfillment” yet eschew men and sex, family and children. And yet reproduction is the most biologically fulfilling possibility, home and family life the most fulfilling in society’s estimation. Feminism’s unfulfillable goals ignore reality. “These are converts who want not a revolution but ‘romance’, who believe **not in the oppression of women but in their own chances for a new life in exactly the mold of their old life**” (118). We return to capitalism again, wanting things not because they are attainable, but because the system leads us to believe that “romance” and “fulfillment” are real, and that we are entitled to them at all times."

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